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Is this a joke? I wonder, do people really like me, for me?
No, impossible. Purely impossible.
People, everyone, pitty me. They pitty who I am as a person, how I am too shy to make friends.
And I hate it.

Do you even really care? Do my scars mean nothing to you?
Of course not, because I don't flaunt it. I don't flaunt THEM.
Those horrors of my past and future still linger on my wrists; they'll never stop.
And I hate it.

Do people notice when I cry? Do they care about my REAL feeling?
No, they don't.
I put on a mask, a show to play off my true sadness.
It's an act I put on well; a bit too well.
And I hate it.

I look in the mirror, and guess what I see.
I see myself, a lonely, miserable person, putting on a happy facade for the world to think she's happy.
Am I even alive?
No, I'm dead on the inside, living in a shell of a human being
And I hate it.
And I Hate It
This is a collab of thoughts from a girl going through depression, anxiety and paranoia, enjoy!
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peanutandco's Profile Picture
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Depression sucks but I push my way through and keep smiling
I'm trying to find an amazing RPG game
(the same style as pokemon, mad father, misao, ect.)
like something cute, but has action. And could you please send me the download link
(make sure it's free and for windows 7) Thank-you very much ^u^

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CrystalizedStars Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist
Psst, Remember mee? I used to be Crystal-Stardust ~
IllMindBrandon Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
peanutandco Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
IllMindBrandon Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
You've been gone for a while and I got scared :(
peanutandco Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm sorry.
My grandma took us to her friends house for a few days and there wasn't any WiFi.
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xEmmaUchiha Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016
Thanks for the watch, friendo!
mimi2399 Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2015
Thanks a lot for the watch!!
soshi185 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2015
Thank you for the watch :)
CyberBeastWarrior Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
happy B-day! :la:
xXLoliKoiCaptainXx Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday~! :iconcakeplz: :party:
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